Friday, March 9, 2012

You Don't Find Love, Love Finds You

Water used to taste like water , food used to taste like food , rain used to feel like rain , eyes used to see things as they were , songs used to be a way to keep up the spirit . Everything was as it should be. I had all of my senses in place. But like they say once in a while comes a time in your life when something strange happens and some how this strangeness seems more familiar than anything else. I guess it was just about that time in my life. Like i was carelessly walking across a garden filled with flowers and suddenly one of those many left me spell bounded to its pulchritude. Two years from then while I am reflecting back on that moment I still can't figure out what it really was that caught my attention.

If there is one person who took my imperfections and turned them by 180 degrees to make me a much better guy , turned me into somebody who appears to be deserving of being loved and cared, somebody who possess the strength of standing tall against all odds life has to offer, its her. The gap between my fingers fits so neatly into her fingers like GOD made it a perfect match. The touch of her hands reassures my heart that she will never let me walk alone for a moment in my life. The first glance at those sparkling round eyes and till date i am trying to affirm to there depth. Its been an enthralling journey through the ocean of emotions they carry.

It would not be an exaggeration if i say reaching out to your heart was no easy ride. There were tumultuous times filled with all sorts of turbulences , times that left me astonished , times when even with all my intellect i was not able to comprehend the situations. But in the process of helping you find your original cherubic self I have found something really beautiful. You have a heart thats as pure as a mothers love for her child. For the first time in my life I was ready to love selflessly, was ready to give everything i had with out any expectations. Didn't realize that life is all set to surprise me. I remember the times when we used to talk about fairy tales and how i used to convince you that you too will have one. I guess wasn't all that wrong.

Your presence in my life makes me feel complete. The love I have for you grows manyfold with each passing moment. Your smile gives me a strength to fight for your happiness. The uncertainty surrounding us these days do annoys me a little. But If you are with me i will make it alright just like every other time.

Finding you was just a matter of serendipity , knowing you was a matter of choice , meeting you was a matter of endurance , reaching out to your heart was a matter of perseverance , becoming the epicenter of your life was a matter of being gifted and blessed , getting your love was no less a matter of rediscovering myself and marrying you would be by no means lesser than a matter of fighting for my life :):)