"Call it sparks of jealousy or just a need to belong to someone who has become so special for everyone around , despite all my attempts to fight it I found myself attracted to her"
Looks quite philosophical, is'nt it... not for me.. actually painful. What made me feel a need to mention this is a realization of what i have lost. She always used to say that one day you will realize what you have lost and i used to say.. ya sure, you will realize it too. A realization that somebody somewhere is not happy , finds it hard to contain the pain inside and keep a fabricated smile, finds it difficult to hide tears behind those innocent eyes, finds it difficult to fall asleep and the reason is me. All could do is hope that things will get better in her life. If i have to think of a person to whose personality word empathy suits the best, her's is the only name that pops up. Kind of a person I always dreamed off . Here is something I want to tell her :
Ever since you walked out of that door my eyes are fixated there. All my heart creeps for is a hope that these eyes will see you again. But if they don't find comfort in knowing that wherever i'll be , you are living with me inside me. Your name is written on every moment of my life. You may have chosen to walk alone but i'll always walk alongside you in a way you may not see.
And here is something for everyone else...no sentiwada from next blog onwards...i'll comeup with something more inspirational..:)
